[GPGT] What a day.

woke up early today at 5.30, gave macdonalds’ a ring to get breakfast for my sister. ahpui had her O lvl chinese today. went back to slp upon hearing that the order would come in close to an hours time.

intrigued, i dozed back off to slp only to hear my door bell ringing incessantly at 6. so much for being late for an hour. Ordered $2 breakfast meal + hashbrown for ahpui, big breakfast for kamgong, and the new Ahh Ahh burger frm Mac for myself. Sweet. $19.50 @%G#$%^T$

then after eating for awhile, i turned to look at the clock. FUG it was 7+ alr. rushed off to sch without making my hair. Looked like alex today. alex, my friend.

Then in sch, our fellow ICTian (of which his/her identity or mode of transport to school will not be exposed) got C.S.I-ed on HWZ forum, and after a serious flaming session that involved personal attacks and uploading of photos, our fellow ICTian decided to come to our class and “Solve matters diplomatically”. we got it solved, of which his tone got softer and softer which only meant one thing: he was losing the platform that he had to fight on.

Way before that, during OOAD, we were playing a eWar with flaming going on. Really been a long time since i had one of those. Vicki had things to say about it. And i had my own view. for the past, the present, and the future that will always be (vicki (alongside with all my other friends), you might wanna take note):

Dont ever touch any of my friends.
No shit. Pissing them off is as good as pissing me off, and any trouble related to them is related to me.
As long as i see that the reason is worth my help.
No crap. Im your friend.
In times of need I will help. Regardless of who/where.
Whatever problem that I create, i’ll clear. and i wont drag anyone in if im at fault.

To me, i think it pays to be helpful and loyal to ones friend. in times of need, in times of trouble. i dont see any recap on what happened today on wb’s or gabler’s brog. But i think this matter deserves all due respect. as well as respect, for all my friends.

then… japanese lesson. my dream is to go to japan and teach hokkien.

a step away from serious stuff. nice clouds back there. i know, 2.0mp is crap :\

on my way home…

Took a bus with my fellow japanese classmates. gave me some food for thought. as there werent much to talk about, i immersed into thinking. while listening to our conversation, and muttons to midnight.

walking through the void deck towards my block, i realised that what i’ve lost in the past year came back to me. i smell colors. i feel them. I smell the air. I feel whats in it. EQ upz.

after all the series of events, i turn to wonder if im clean. or clear. i think about what people think about me, i think about what my close ones will feel if they knew more about me. i think about baby, i feel so.. dirty. hard to clean stains off what i did. what i felt. whenever i turn to think about her, i feel that calmness only a deep sea could bring. crushes me, sets me to reflection. im sorry baby, and i love you.