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By the time you see this, I’d have emigrated. Livingfacade has died, and evolving from that cocoon is something new, someone better.

Work it harder. Make it better. Do it faster. Makes us stronger.

Buhbye! :D So long, old dog!

Lets play a game, if you find my new blog by your own efforts without asking anybody (feel free to use other tools), there’ll be a blue’s clue on it, there’ll be a paw! :D

(:

I’ll write up more on this. I promise. But first, I know I’ve gotta shower! Heehee! :D

Ever felt like you were walking on false, imaginery bridges? Though the feeling is good that you’ve a path to walk, the crack comes when you realize it may or may not disappear, anytime.

Have you ever?

Good morning (:

Never was a pretty thing, nor was it an easy job.

Having once tried it, I know how tough it could be, especially if you don’t weigh consequences carefully. I can’t do much now, but I promise I’ll try my best. If, reading this you are, you’ve my word (:
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut.

Thank goodness I went home today. My body hasn’t recovered from the lack of sleep since the past week’s camp! That little snooze rendered me only more tired. Oh well.

B1: Are you thinking what I’m thinking B2?
B2: I think I am, B1!

LOSER!

and today as I walked home, I didn’t look where I was going, and landed up on the wrong escalator! I got shocked, and started panicking and jumping on the spot!

Treasure the moment, as I remembered it was today, 2:30pm thereabouts. Time stopped. Simple day, as simplicity is love and beauty at it’s max.

Hypothetical question, or so. Allow me to live in my hypothetical moment, my hypothetical world. If it makes me happy.

Bizarre love triangle, does it seem? I’m going around in circles again. Oh well. Heehee. I think I’m gonna disappear soon. Follow tightly, hold on, we’re going into take off!

An array. How nice if it be like 50 First Dates (: AAAAIIIIIII DONNTTTTTT MAAAAIIINNNNNNNDDDDDDD :D

k goodnight. high on emo songs. HAHA.

“I heard a nice little story the other day,” Morrie says. He closes his eyes for a moment and I wait.

“Okay. The story is about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air–until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.

“My God, this is terrible,” the wave says. ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!’

“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’

“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’

“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”

I smile. Morrie closes his eyes again.

This fatigue, really crushes me like waves; they come endlessly. This grey spot, I thought it’d disappear when I’m gone; but I apparently was wrong.

You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.
(:

Lets burn, lets fly!

I guess its been a really, really long while. Least it is to me. And I think it’s done. I wanna get closer to my guitar. And as I type out that sentence, I’ve got the sudden urge to name my guitar Moose. :\ Okay it’s been named. HAHA!

Bob’s gonna help me with basic chords, thanks Bob very much. :D

As with to trainings, I can only say that, yes it’s true. You now see the smile on my face you havent seen in a long while ever since. I’m gonna play my game. And play hard.

I remember seeing this on Weemun’s, and it did hit something deep down inside me that resides within.

(:
Smile, the genuine smile that’s deep within.
Smile, for the happiness that’s supposed to be.
Smile, for the rain that’s gonna pour;
Smile, for the rainbow that’s shines after it all.

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or so it seems to be the word most commonly used.

for the road and the journey that so long it seemed treacherous, now has come to an end. for what it has been, once not too long, the best stage of my life so far, now deserves a rest, somewhere deep in the archives where no one’d remember. here is where we part.

its not easy. sigh. ijdkwts. being tired just doesnt sum up how i feel. nowhere near, in fact. but i could speak to no one about. idk. ijdk. if you wont lose cuz you dont own, wouldnt losing the opportunity to grab it consider as a loss? idk lah. some day, we’ll fly.

im so tired. so, so tired. i just wish to sleep, and never wake up again.

Brother Jude quoted G.K Chesterton last night, “Committing suicide is a far worse crime than murdering. Because when you murder a person, you kill only one. But when you commit suicide, you’re killing all other people that have once been in your life; implying that they’re not important, they dont deserve life.”

sigh. goodbye.
and to quote yesheng during the camp,

“Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do”

Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around, and dessert you.
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Let’s see if anyone can get the meaning of this :D I’m really beginning to enjoy reading meanings under music, lyrics, words, stories, and everything.

Oh btw, pardon me for the lack of updates, I’ve been working (:

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Do everything in love: with love, and for love. Such are the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ.

This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. (John 9:12)

never thought I’d cry reading these, but here I am, Lord (:

I took a fork, and have found the light at the end of this jungle.

If ever I got lost in this journey, if ever I got misled, if ever I was confused, sad or trapped; I now see the light. And it was this light, that it became apparent to me: Yes, the mind wins this war. I had two choices, and I had to plan for them both. Should I had planned for only one, I’d shudder to think of the consequences if the other happened. And I thank God for the wisdom that I’ve been granted.

Now that I’ve gotten on the path I’ve chosen towards the light, the journey does not end. In it’s place, a new beginning replaces the confusion; And I pray for this beginning to never have an end. Welcome into the fray of selected few only, my friend.

It’s been a long time since the last post with heavily-laden meanings, but I felt this one deserves one by itself; in all its beauty and love (:

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Beautifully written by EE Cummings, an American Poet.

Must admit, however, the only lines that touched me were

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

I guess that’s where the real beauty lies. This is post 400. And I guess it does sum up my ideals; less for hate, more for love. Post 400, as it nears my 10,000 hits. “Lame”. heh.

No image to post up today, no new URL to update today, nothing new. Just love. and love. Actually have a video to post, and have much concerns about, but. Too much hassle, and nags to sleep early. Oh well.

Happy 400th Post, Livingfacade! You have such an emo name, and yet you’re nearing your 10,000 visitors too! May you live on, and dont die on me! You’ve seen through my failures, my happiness, my bitterness, my upset, my hatred and anger and so many things else! And even if one day, I were to change my URL, I’d just make you private. You’re never gonna disappear. Happy 400th, you old dog!